Wow , recently ...
im in a mess in FRIEDNSHIP , RELATIONSHIP , MOOD :X
i tried to stand up , but i cant . its killing me .
everybody will never know how much im trying ,
they'll never see nor understand either .

i've been crying so much everyday .
i feel so weak from all those crying .
i have nobody to turn to ...

there are more problems coming up , tht i am not gna expect .
i hope it really stop .
i cant take it anymore .