hais , today ah .
KANASAI D:

anw , recently i wont be posting much .
I need a rest realli :X
alot things happen .. oh fuck .
and i've decided and really im gna move on .
i've deleted those past 169 post :X

ok , today Sweety is gg back lerh :D
not tht im happy tht she go back
and its tht finally everythings fine , she is ok .
everythings fine thn she think thru le :D

anw , i really hate my own life can
so fucked up .
have to smile so happily infront of others .
totally fuck la .

Tags reply :D
Joanne : oh okok , i put le , means recpect le ah :X .
Bellaineee : LINKED ! loves , imy too :D
Cheryl : Loves Too :D
Vivian : oh okok , you too ! Txaf will be thr for you too :D
Jade : i'll relink asap too ! im not chio bu laa , you are the one ok :D
Rebecca : hahaa , i hope so :D
Yijing : ok lah , relink asap , as you noe imLazy .

ok , now i noe the ans lerh
you doesnt like me anymore .
and the fuckinq ans i'm waiting for is jus a 'NO'
oh okok .
i waited for months , cried for months .
oh really FUCK love :X

JiaJia qanSTEAD :D
i gotta two stead :D
Samantha and JiaJia !
Thy are both loved la

the worse feeling is not being lonely .

its being forgotten by someone i cant forget x_x !

Every single night , i close my eyes

Tears flowinq down my cheeks ..

those promise you said to me was just lies ?

I cant escape the thought of you .

Even in my Dreams you are thr ..

Iths not fair how you gone , and how you area moving on so fast ,

while im stil living in the past ..

often times we say goodbye to the person we really love without wanting to .

though tht doesnt mean tht we've stopped loving them

or we stopped to care .

sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say 'Iloveyou'

I hide my tears whn i saw you

but the pain in my heart is stil the same .

although i smile , seems carefree >.<

I miss the way you smile , i miss the way you treat me .

but the most , i miss the way you love me :X

i wonder some times ..

why i cant let go ?